Another long deep breath
for a closing argument.
Another awkward silence
in the heated moment.
Afraid to say something wrong.
She said nothing at all.
He’s been waiting for so long.
Her answers are stalled.
He wants to talk about it.
She doesn’t want to argue.
He tried to say what’s in his head.
She believed it was untrue.
Doubt fills up her heart.
He’s slowly drifting away.
He was looking for a reason
for him to even stay.
She just let it all passed by.
She think It’ll be over soon.
He caught another’s eye.
The attention made him swoon.
While she pretended everything will be alright.
though that’s not what her heart and mind tells.
He decided to spend the night,
Not with her but with somebody else.
I think about how the sound of rain puts me in trance
The glow of the sun as it shines with each glance
The rhythm of the wind as it passes me by
The heartbreaking part when I said goodbye.
Scenic scenes I wish you still could see
The better one you hoped that I would be.
The things I did to make you proud.
Maybe you are still watching up above the clouds.
I think about those times I spent away from you
I can never get that back.
The love you had given me
though at times I lost track
I wished I was there enough for you.
because I know I wasn’t there enough.
I wished I could have given you more.
I wished I made you laugh.
One day, We will all meet up again.
I know you will love as you love me then.
P.S. Missing you Grandma.
That night that you left,
was the same night that I cried.
That day you were gone,
was the same day I had none.
You turned your back
and I turned away.
You lost your life
but the pain in me stayed.
Those years that passed,
I wonder how I made it through.
You broke my heart
yet you never had a clue.
There are lots of questions,
questions inside my head.
Why did you have to go?
You should have been with us instead.
Then I feel your hand,
pressed against mine.
Finally, I can see you.
and see your face shine.
But when I opened my eyes,
there was no you.
It was only a dream,
but I wished it was true.
The black and white world is now in vivid colors.
The darkness fades, and whites became vibrant.
I never knew red can be at its reddest
and that grays can turn to blue.
Everything I’m seeing now is better than before.
I look at the stars, who knew it shines brighter the sun?
I feel the wind in my face, who knew it sends shivers in my spine?
This feeling, I’m free-flowing and like everything’s sure.
This World in Vivid colors, I never thought this day would come.
When fears and insecurities all seem to be gone.
When every endings becomes new beginnings.
When you are losing yet you keep on playing.
There’s colors everywhere and it’s because…
I choose to let you go and accept the loss.
Everything’s in place except you.
You didn’t choose me and that’s my cue.
But no matter how many colors there is,
the color of your eyes will always be something that I’d miss.
but there’s nothing I can do..
This world in vivid colors simply means
its my world without you.
She was gone,,.
And no matter how bright the sun shines,
there’s still this incomprehensible coldness in him.
She was gone…
And no matter how high he reached,
he still cannot touch her.
She was gone…
And no matter how much effort he exerts,
he still can’t get over her lost.
She was gone…
And no matter how hard he works for his all his dreams,
but his dream to have her back again can never come true.
Because she was gone.
She was taken away from this life
and she is not coming back.
Only in the glimpse of his past can he see,
the beauty that meant the world to him.
He lost his first believer when he lost her.
He lost the propeller of his plane.
He lost his dear mother.
He’s trying to move on.
But I know his smiles will never be the same.
And then he was blind because he couldn’t see that
she’s waiting for him to notice her presence.
And then he was deaf because he couldn’t
hear her heart beating faster than usual because of his presence.
And then he was mute because he couldn’t
speak the words that she would like to hear him say.
And the he was numb because he couldn’t
feel that hurt that she’s feeling.
And then she was gone because she knew that no matter how
hard she tries she’ll never be the person that he yearns for.